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Long time haven been bloggin

Haven been blogging...

Haven been blogging lately..My schedule was really packed and i hardly find time to blog...Anyway , there's many things to talk about last few days in PE. I became a clown in Pe lesson, haha..We were playing basketball where mdm soh had taught us many weeks ago..And we had a competition ---our group versus so called the boys group( although a few gals were in it) and what i had done is, i passed the ball 2 times to the opponent( Yiru) ...Now then i realized that i was quite "blur" in that sense...and yiqin and peishan was teasing me after the game...
Mini exam was approaching and i became so worried about it....At the same time, i worried for the syf...We are in the mid of improving our vocals and discipline, but will we get at least a bronze? Today went for choir and in my perception, i thought that we sang the chinese song (Bai fang chun tian) with great energy and it was audible ..Well..tt's becuz we like the song , haha...hmm...suddenly felt so guilty to jiawen, called her so many times and asked her about maths...then i seemed like a disturbance ..i felt even worse when i clarify and she taught me but i still got poor results...haiz...Then today peishan n huimin were rather abnormal...They had some dispute with each other in recess and huimin was angry abt it, came to complain to me...i became the mid person between them...BUT in choir, they went back to their old ways again, talk n talk n talk, laugh n laugh n laugh....Friends...haiz...Then the 3 of us sang so loudly in choir, even senior valerie seemed shocked .She asked me y we were all so energetic today, i answered that we wanted to achieve at least something 4 choir...so all our effort will not be wasted...
Then me , jiawen and olivia went to ask mrs teo when we can get back our chem test...and she seemed to pity me when i ask her if i did not write the keywords , so is there any mark for it? She just grinned at me and i finally knew it...hate it when i revised so hard and i saw olivia marking the paper with 2 crosses in my paper...grrrrr....

Jasmine aka Lihin
5:18 PM

Dream...

Dream......

Dream...What is my dream? Can dreams become a reality? For all this while, these sentences have been appearing in my mind. Sometimes, i ever wonder if my dream can come true. I have many dreams,there are many things that i want to accomplish but after going through so many tests in these 2 months, i began to realize that my capability was limited. Regardless whether the topic was 'Stressed' or 'Dream', both are somehow related.These are my dreams... I wanted to sing, listen to all kinds of pop songs and travel to all sorts of countries. I wanted to become successful in life , in terms of wealth, health and brains... however, if we wanted to become successful in life, what we can do is to work hard in whatever we do, be it studies or caring for friends and families. My mind turned hay-wire when i took all the maths tests, there was anxiety even before i took them. Therefore what i had practiced went blank in my head. I became worried about my dreams in becoming a carreer woman, when all my hard work went down to drain. Scored poorly for those tests, what can i do? My biggest dream is to score 'As' for maths. And so, can my dreams become a reality? i really hope for...

Jasmine aka Lihin
12:46 PM