hope S P R I N G S eternal

Life is so precious

Nowadays i learnt to be sanguine and not pessimistic... As there were problems when i entered the class of 3e3...If you are a 'routine' reader of my blog, you may know why. Things went lurid and i myself still could not believed it. However, problems will always be solved. We are back to friends again. Forever friends. That's what he told me. We apologised to each other and i was poignant when he told me he did not mean it. That's why i refused to see him as someone phlegmatic.

And also, i came across the tsunami documentary last few days. Now that i knew that the affecting countries was inundated with large strong waves , and the disaster came coercively that it cannot be obviated. And it was then i realized that life is so precious. Hui min had told me about the news report that conjectured that the world will come to an end by October. She said that the fact was corroborated by a professor . I was garbled when huimin and others seemed zealous about this topic. She asked me whether what i would do when it was really the end of the world. I refused to believe what she told me. I had many things left undone and i would not want to die with fruitless results that i dreamed for. What will happen to my hard work? I have not find someone whom i was able to depend on.Time elapsed very quickly.Whether i believe it or not, i will live life to the fullest.

Arrrrr...the books were so comprehensive that i was not lax at all. This month will be rashing for me.

Jasmine aka Lihin
10:28 AM

I used "someone" to denote the person as for today's happening....

Haiz,cried in sch juz for being angry ....n a small thing could juz spark off the conflict...thanks to Shu jun , huimin , shye fern , jiawen , olivia, shi ning and wan ling , for being concerned abt me...and thanks to wan ling who had been pushing me along for the 2.4km, if not for tt, i would not have gotten a 2 point...i m really contented ...really thanks a lot as a slow runner like me would have been a "burden" to run with... sometimes i juz could not believe tt i had entered into this class....for every class i go, there will always be problems...those acdemic probs....as for today, am i at fault? i really don't know....i got scolded by "someone" today...wad makes me really sad was tt ....tt 'someone" was not a tcher...tt 'someone" was a fren tt i nv had a conflict with b4.....juz becuz of tt pathetic s----.......i got told off by tt "someone"....wad makes me more angry was those " sound effects" tt added on to the atmosphere...those b-s-b-d-e-.....n tt "someone" told me tt,.... 'someone' did not expect me to be tt kind of person....wad wrong have i done? and the word idiot came out from 'someone's mouth...wait, i also did not expect tt 'someone' to be tt selfish...ok, i was also selfish but m i deserved to be scolded such words...hey, the facts was not yet concluded and i really hoped that i was not wrongly humiliated....however i still said sorry to tt 'someone' in the end becuz i do not wish to c our frenship ended juz like this and i do not wish to saw tt "someone" as someone i did not expect today...becuz i knew tt ...tt' someone' was not tt kind of person...and also, i went to look for Mr --- to tell him i did not want tt s---- anymore...It was a very big decision made by me...becuz tt s---- would actually give me something tt i yearn the most....N i hope that this will end here becuz i do not wish tt this thing will bother me for my exam revision...

Jasmine aka Lihin
4:30 PM