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To, someone

To...someone

Many a times , people will ask what's bothering me...But it's not that i wanna hide or wat so ever...it is juz that i do not know how to put it to the listener..Sometimes i juz wait till everything seems to go off and i will forget everything as quickly as possible. For things that had been bothering me nowadays , i still do not know how to tell my best friend. Ya it is about her, and i decided that if it is difficult to say, i will write..Juz like wad mr ong had written in his blog..he said that if it is difficult to say, juz write....

Hey someone, sorry that i had been so called ignoring you nowadays, not say ignoring but sort of trying to give me more time to adapt to this kind of situation.As i know that i m someone petty , many a times hot-tempered, i do not wish express my anger at u. Erm, if u wanna be with the person u wish to be with, as in friendship, then be it...sometimes it can be rather stressful if lets say, u wan me to tag along with u when u wanna be with her. I donno if wad i had written has hurt u , i really donno, but do u get it? I told this scenario to my closest friend but not to my BEST friend, becuz i juz do not know how to put it to u...wadever the situation, will we still be best friends? N to my closest fren, thanks very much..for being a good listener...and giving my suggestions, my heart felt much better.

Jasmine aka Lihin
10:00 AM

Castle

Castle
Ya, i agreed that a castle is a stronghold. We are able to hide our own feelings and secrets in there...Although this can be a person's weakness , it can be that person's strength too. I knew that there are things that i do not wish to comment. The reason is because it can become someone's burden. Sometimes it will not be easy to put it to someone about your own feelings. If you prefer to be a blatant person, where sharing your own thoughts to someone become a routine, the 'someone' may feel vexatious. A castle is surrounded by strong walls and some with fortification, just like those in fairy tales. Therefore it seems like 'someone' is there to protect you, to hide feelings for you. Hiding my own feelings can sometimes be virtulent. It is always there to torture you if you do not wish to share. It seems to slash or pierce right through my heart. However, the strong walls (protection) will be listening to you and help you. Shout to the walls, it can be a form of relieved...Mr ong can be someone there to lend a listening ear,someone amicable and cheerful. Adversely, keeping a secret will only make you feel doleful. However, i did that quite often and it can become my habit.

To the majority, a castle is always being thought of a place of fantasy and wonderland as it is build exquisitely in fairytales. However,in some stories, princesses had been locked up in the palace by nefarious witches. It seems that they will be enduring the pain until the princes come to rescue them. I felt that a castle can look astonishing on the outside, the royals will have entourage there to attend to them, but if i were to live in there, i will not feel happy as i seemed to be trapped in a caged without much freedom.

Also, Do not set yourself castle in the air...which means to set unrealistic goals..We will all try to aim for our goals !

Jasmine aka Lihin
6:45 PM