Friday, March 28, 2008

Freak out....sort of donno wad to do with regards to my results...For physics, i know that i have to get the concepts right for Forces and Dynamics and Kinematics(J1 topics ) and not to make silly careless mistakes which were simply COSTLY...As for chem, my chem tutor asked me to get my basic concepts right first before learning how to fly.....I hv got nothing to say even though i don feel happy listening to it...cuz i really studied for chem....if i hv got time to practice any prelim qns...i would hv been glad to do so...BUT...memorising those handful of notes already give me headaches....i studied for only periodicity and nitrogen compounds the day before and didn even hv time to study or practice for maths...i feel very sorry to my maths tutor...Even for mcq(chem), i scored a bad 10 out of 30 for it....if i hv gotten a 20..i would hv passed...section B and C ...should hv gotten the marks if I HV WRITTEN THE KEYWORDS correctly...(every single KEYWORDS)
Saying so much down also doesn help...action speaks louder than words(in this case is blogging)...i need to do smth with regards to my studying method...
But i think i really hv to take her words seriously as a motivation for my next hurdle...i have to admit the fact that what she said today...that a C, C, E will not get us anywhere is true...i really agreed...

I will have to admit that i never put my 100% attention on maths...i blame myself for sacrificing it .....compromising it for other subjects really is a bad thing...it is really a failure to do so....

I know such crappy results do need a "meet the parents" session, so i told my dad to prepare for it already...he didn blame me cuz he knew that i still put in my effort and tried...in the first place, he also know i had many ups and downs from the start of JC1..and even the thought of quitting sch came into my mind last yr--during the mid yr when i had dengue fever...

Jasmine aka Lihin
1:04 PM

Wednesday, March 26, 2008

Argh...Physics result is really worse of worse...from a C grade during my promos..i downgrade to a U grade...i think i really depressed...Guessed i will not blog that often..will hv to schedule my time to chiong again and look true the stupid mistakes which i had made for this block test..Argh...feeling really disgusted by the grades that i had gotten...

Jasmine aka Lihin
7:31 PM

Tuesday, March 25, 2008

Okay this week is a "Doom's days" week....It is tormenting me when most of the teachers went through the block test answers and yet, didnt give us back our results..But even without counting(which i find it pretty dumb to do so..) i already knew where i stand ...
Somehow or rather, i find that my efforts had already gone down the drain. Even chem which seemed "manageable" 2 me ...don look as though it was manageable at all...Dots...
Just got the news that we will get back our physics paper tomoro...hopefully the class did better for physics ! lol...here's end of my emo talk..hope i will get my spreeing stuffs soon! at least that will brighten up my mood...=)

Jasmine aka Lihin
7:33 PM

All about me

Jasmine Siah Li Hin
20
Junyuan sec, Meridian JC, NTU

Love and Hate

Wants and likes
To travel around the world
More sleep
To play piano all my life
Watching dramas, hong kong, taiwan,korean series..
All my beloved friends in mjc
All my beloved friends in junyuan 4E3,06
All my beloved friends in choir, be it mj or jyss
All my beloved friends in CCS Mjc
All my beloved friends in NTU To sing
To bowl
To hang around with my friends
To play mahjong--someone has to teach me tai!
To continue playing the piano
Hates
People who shirks responsibilities
Being too stressed
Being lonely
Being too sensitive
Being bullied