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Oh dear! i had to finish off my econs mid year paper and maths paper by today! And i m still blogging here...lets take a look at the time...OH NO! It is 7.45 pm and i haven even start ECONS mid year paper...haha...i was revising before that...That's y i haven start doing the paper...Which means that i have to do the maths paper during midnight!! i cannot sleep today already..and it also shows that...i need to spend the sunday doing tutorials and stuffs...sigh...Session one read and reach is coming too! And we are having the dry run on monday..Lets hope that our lesson plan goes well on monday ...OH NO! I suddenly forgot! I haven buy the fluorescent vanguard sheets!! The tamil teacher ...somehow...i think she expects too much from session one...and needs everything to be done by monday... SIGH...ALL THE MJC WORKLOADS ARE CRAMPED this week and nx week 4 me! And i need to call june to ask her wad's going on with her...SH*T!! I M SO PACKED!!! I M BEGINNING TO HATE THIS!

Jasmine aka Lihin
7:43 PM

Haha...actually i don feel like blogging at all...But i was loading 换换爱 episode 5 at youtube, so in the meantime, i guessed i had nothing to do other than blogging..
Today my mum took leave to bring my brother to the polyclinic to see Doc Ong...As what i had expected, it wasn dengue ...the probability of my brother getting dengue muz be close to zero..i had figured it out 2gether with him b4 he went to the clinic haha...so bo liao..THEN, So coincidence...MY liver Function test RESULT was out...And Doc Ong told my mum about it..he said that it HAVEN BEEN FUNCTIONING well eversince i m caught with tt dreaded dengue fever...wad the..I was wondering isit becuz of this that's y i cannot sleep recently...But i think i should be okay after more than 2 weeks of rest already? I din feel anything wrong except for that insomnia..So, my liver wasn back to the so called an average of 30 ---normal rate eh? 30 blabla wad i wasn sure...cuz i wasnt even at the polyclinic...and my mum was rather blur abt that 30 thing...she told me mine was 60 plus ?? Wadever...and becuz of this i had to go back in two weeks time for another blood test!!!!!!!!!! ARRRRRR!!! I hate needles!! My left arm was having big tinge of pain becuz of many times poking into that super small and sensitive veins of mine..that's wad the doctor said and also wad the missy said to me....They said that my veins were too small and they cannot find! And it can be a good thing too..blehx..how can i say that...Cuz when the doctor inserted the intravenous drip into my veins...within 3 hrs or so, my hand was already swollen !! HAHA...my veins couldn flow the sodium fluid into the veins...GOOD! Cuz it will be too troublesome for me to carry the drip hook to the toilet!!! LOLX, that's y when the nurse wanted to poke the needle onto my left arm last week...i said: "Can inject here instead? (right arm)" ....haha..and she said :"Y lei? U are left-handed ar?"...Ah yo...so funny...of cuz not la...is the pain la...diaox...

If only i can be in liberty, like this white dove....if only i can...

Jasmine aka Lihin
2:35 AM

Nowadays my eye bags are getting more obvious and i guessed i must have lacked enough sleep..Eversince i returned from that dreaded hospital, i felt droopy..drowsy and exhausted. Yet, i couldn sleep at all...I thought i must have been too worried about my exams----which are to be taken next week? Or, when school reopens? I also dont know...Btw, the marks are not counted and i have to mug this week juz for a ZERO score...haiz...I thought i muz have been worrying that ...But i seriously don think so now...And i donno the reason as to y i couldn sleep..The insomnia must be killing me...I ate medicine , yet, i don sleep!

我突然非常讨厌自己。不想看见自己受委屈，也不想看见别人受委屈。。。嗨，这根本是不可能会发生的情况嘛。当我让一步的时候，我相信，自己将过得很不好受。可是，我却又不想伤害别人，或看见别人为了我而伸出援手。

Jasmine aka Lihin
2:12 AM