Friday, February 09, 2007

I guessed i have to read more newspapers now and then...provided that i want to stay in MJC...Gosh, i m having mixed feelings now, regarding my o level results. Happy in getting 4 distinctions but things came to a halt once i received my result slip..I wouldn say that i have done badly..cuz i felt that it was rather ok..but it didn lift up to my expectations ..all my friends in MJ scored better than me and not only better--but Very low aggregate...they can even managed to go tjc..I m still recuperating from the big blow of my aggregate points...but if i m staying...the points will look very nice..or else..it looked ordinary..However, i believed that i shouldn talk so much because there were other people who were not as lucky as me after all....
Finally, i just wanted to congrats my bro, who scored 5 distinctions in his subjects and did better than me...He is afterall , smart ..It was just a pity that he did not take pure sci in secondary school...And also my CG and OG in meridian jc....i really cherished fond memories with all of u...Congrats that all of u scored well for O's and will be awaiting to get into a reputable JC...i wish all of u as well as 4E3 2006 all the best to your future endeavours..

Jasmine aka Lihin
9:27 PM

Ok , i promised myself that no matter how fatigued or sick i felt taday, i will still wake myself up and blog. Why? i also don't know. This somehow is the symptom that showed up before the o levels. Haha. Anyway, i know that i can sleep pretty well tonight and not worry about my O's because i simply don't have the energy to worry. Neither do i have the time to touch the organ. Is MJC really that stressful? I can assure that it really do. But, i believe that all or most JC cirriculum are like tt. As for MJ, i think i will be given lots of oppportunities to excel, be it leadership or others. BUT, should i stay on..OR should i go...Go to poly? The freedom route that my brother took? OR, stay in MJ OR go to a less stressful school like tpjc? I seriously do not know..
Most importantly, i felt rather inferior today..It was like i became the stupidest girl in class or wadsoever...the feeling isnt right. My Cg mates are mostly cleverer than me, they got very high for their PSLE, it is just that they flung their prelims...i believe that they can do well in o levels...they have high expectations for themselves in tomorrow's results. The saddest thing is that they can do tutorials faster than me , they can even understand what the lecture is talking about...What the hell...i felt really lousy...
Anyway, i guess i have to chong already...today's chem test was like...it was my first time getting such a difficult chem test..and i couldn finish it...but partially is because i no time to study la..Choir choir for two straight days ...till night time..feel so sick...

Jasmine aka Lihin
12:08 AM

All about me

Jasmine Siah Li Hin
20
Junyuan sec, Meridian JC, NTU

Love and Hate

Wants and likes
To travel around the world
More sleep
To play piano all my life
Watching dramas, hong kong, taiwan,korean series..
All my beloved friends in mjc
All my beloved friends in junyuan 4E3,06
All my beloved friends in choir, be it mj or jyss
All my beloved friends in CCS Mjc
All my beloved friends in NTU To sing
To bowl
To hang around with my friends
To play mahjong--someone has to teach me tai!
To continue playing the piano
Hates
People who shirks responsibilities
Being too stressed
Being lonely
Being too sensitive
Being bullied